I often wonder why I wore a crown of thorns, why I was not seen, why I was not heard, why I was the door mat for others negative projections. Did I breath, did I die within, did I see the moon in my dreams, touch the stars and fly around the sun? I did as it was the safest place to be!!!
Was I a prisoner to circumstances, a prisoner to fear, was I controlled, conditioned to negative aspects in life?
Prehapes I was or wasnt? But what is normal to one person, is not normal to another!
I dont know why I felt so alone? It must have been the part of me that was hurting, the part of me that split off into the universe.
Did I have sister's, where did they go?
Let's sweep it under the carpet!
Did God forget me? Prehapes I am not worthy of him?
No thats how I was made to feel!
Will I live to be old, frail
& whole in myself?
I often dreamt of being a "Dance Queen" But I never really believed in myself? Until Now!!!!!